So I'm typing this because I don't know what else to do.
I'm on my Hyves (a profile site just like MySpace) , commenting with my friends who are still online and someone just asked me what I was doing up so late on a schoolday.
To be honest, it's almost 2AM and I can't sleep.
I'm sleepless in Rotterdam and all I can think of is my cup of tea standing in front of me, the lyrics to my new favourite song ; Oh! by Mickey Green and how many hours of sleep I have left while the clock keeps on ticking.
I've been discussing with one of my friends on what I want to do in the future and how I'd like to purchase my dreams, and I came to the conclusion that most of the things I want won't happen.
Who doesn't want to have all the money in the world, a fairytale lovestory with a more realistic touch than the Disney fairytales, have an independant life, kids, a pretty house with a white picket fence an no problems at all?
Pure fictional dream, it's not going to happen.
But my friend is so positive, he keeps on saying that all roads lead to Rome and if you want something enough, you'll get it.
I love positive people, I'm not saying I'm not positive, but I wish I was it just a little more.
Maybe that's my new year's revolution, being more positive.
Love,
Elle
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